Lost & Found: My Why

Romper from @m.a.v.a.z.i & Converse from @kickverse, both on Instagram
Pc: @nelson_gatheru

Hello loves! Happy December! We are already 5 days into the month, can you believe it? How do you like it so far? 🙂

This time last year, I was going through a lot. I was in a space of transition where I took a leap of faith in different aspects of my life. I left a toxic relationship, left a working environment that no longer grew me or my career, left behind pain and insecurities. Like I said, I was in transition.

And that is what led me to start the Self Growth Sunday series. I wanted to rise, to heal, to grow. And I did. I shed a few of my insecurities by loving and accepting them. I started being more honest with myself. I started using “no” as a complete answer. I fought the urge to pick at my wounds, although I sometimes didn’t succeed and ended up picking  at them anyway. 

But in the middle of all that, I forgot my why; my reason for blogging. After rebranding from a food to a self-care & lifestyle blogger, I became more doubtful of my creativity and my work. I have been torn on what to or not to share. I constantly compared myself to other bloggers and felt unqualified. I have so many drafts that haven’t been published because they were not good enough to make the cut.

But lately, I have learnt to embrace the fact that God gives to me so  He can give through me; that there are passions buried inside my heart that only I can offer the world. He allows me to go through certain experiences so that I can be a beacon to others, to show you that if I can overcome, you can too. This is my why. To tell you that you are not alone. You are not your pain or your struggles. You are loved. You are capable. You are light. Yes, you love.

 

Thank you for bearing with me as I readjust, restart and refocus my content as often as I need to. Thank you for coming back again and again. Do look out for better & more consistent posts this month. Wishing you a great week! 🙂

2 Comments Add yours

  1. Love your strength and vulnerability! Can’t wait to follow your journey girl. You are gorgeous

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  2. WambuiKogi says:

    Aw! Thank you! 🙂

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